Being OPENED in SUBUD,
receiving the Latihan Kejiwaan for the first time ever, was one of the most
significant periods of growth in my life. I spent my life afterwards in
reflection, exploration, creativity and development. There were release of
things I had no idea I was still holding onto which created immense room for
expansion. In this new space, I found myself learning to harness my intuition
and doing one of the bravest and creative things I have ever done: starting a
business.
I appreciate the quiet and
still days since the OPENING where I could feel my roots getting deeper and
stronger. In the stillness, my soul embraced faith, hope and grace; such a
perfect word for this. I learned what it felt like to receive and give this
beautiful gift. This is where love thrives and blossoms in ways unimaginable.
It is truly a place of awe and wonder. My heart has learned the art of healthy
detachment and also UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
I think one of the most
significant shifts has been from passion to vibrancy. For years I felt that the
fire inside me was passionate. It was an intense, unstable flame, searching for
fuel to burn and grow. It fed everything I came in contact with. But now, I see
this fire inside as a steady, vibrant light. It radiates and does not destroy.
I learned to harness the passionate flame to create a vibrancy inside.
My life since I was opened
in SUBUD was of steady growth and reaching for the sky from a place of
expansion. There were no grand trips to faraway lands, but I think the trip
inward made my life much more significant. I am ready to see what else my life
has in store. I can’t imagine the treasures and secrets it holds. I am excited
and so very grateful.
Kalibata, South Jakarta, Indonesia, September 25, 2015
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